it was a day from hell

believe me, it was. and extremely so.

tell me what do you do when the best day of the week becomes the shittiest day ever in history?

firstly, i found out something i never wanted to know. great. now, it's just the dog and me. it's like telling me that this particular thing had NEVER happened before. it's like you bought an ice-cream and someone came up to you and told you that you were hallucinating, that you were licking the air all the time you thought you were eating the ice-cream.

secondly, it's about this person, let's name this person, A.

so i was standing next to A, listening to A talk about my another friend, B. it wasn't a nice talk, there were a lot of insults. and suddenly, i don't know why, something inside me just snapped. i felt slapping A there and then.

you know what, A? it's out of my mercy that you poor little head didn't just snapped, i promised if i could, i'd skewer you and roast you and feed you to pigs. this is seriously too much you know? B is soooo freaking nice to you. and this is your repayment. i don't know why are you complaining about the teacher too when she thinks so highly of you.I AM SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTED IN YOU, YOU UNGRATEFUL PIG.

thirdly, i never truly understand the word "menjijikan" and "meloyakan" until today. i'm so so so very sick of this. i don't know if you realised, but i felt so stupid. everyone was like asking me why am i carrying my bag around school today. wanna know why? if you cared you would know.

i was so sad and angry i ate Popeye's today. the chicken tenders were seriously so delicious and fatless. and the mash potatoes and coleslaw and biscuit and ice lemon tea. :D

i also gave a small talk today on books to the form 3s today. LOL. turned out pretty well. haha. i love my books.