panicking :o

it's like two more days till next year. and i'm panicking. for what? i'm not sure. maybe cos next year is gonna be so freakishly different?

FORM 5.

those two words loomed like threatening dark clouds over my head for the past few weeks. it's just crazy. still waiting for that glimmer of sunlight to find it's way through. :/ it's just so scary cos next year everyone will be expecting you to get straight A's for THE exam AGAIN. what the hell are they all thinking about? A's very easy to get izzit? i'm so tired of all this la, but the kiasu side of me just won't let me give up. :(

for Christmas i went to my church was the awesome-possum drama--- The Messiah. it was so magnificently fantastic i went twice :) first time i sat way upstairs, it was good but not as good as sitting downstairs, front-row, VIP seat :D haha, all thanks to my sis i got the nicest seat ever at the second session, but only for half the show. :/ haizz.... kudos to those who took part, it was extraordinarily good.

so, a year has past and nothing has changed (???). well at least my younger sis hasn't, she's still as annoying as ever. >:( gotta go now, she's bugging me again.