it's been long...

yep, it's been a long time since i've "touched" this blog. but during this period of time... i've changed a lot. for the better or the worse? i don't know, but i think it's a good change. :)

it's funny how the strangers that barged into your life unexpectedly can alter it so much, that you suddenly have a whole new perspective towards life. and after the life-changing alterations, they can still remain strangers.

some people i've seen lately has got me rethinking about the options i have in life. do i really wanna continue down the path that i have been taking all these while, or blaze a new trail? what are the odds that i will succeed? and what are the odds that i will fail? how can you lose when you've got nothing to lose right? but the problem is that my situation now does not permit me to turn back, or fail.

when i think about my future, i'm scared senseless.


but i think i will survive.




cheers :)