well.... i'm late again. late for 10 years. :(
there was a connection between us since the first time we met. he was eating and he couldn't answer me cos his mouth was full of food. HAHA. :) then he called me the next day, and despite applying for so many other places, i knew it was him straight away.
there were many moments where we didn't need words to understand each. i don't know how to explain this but sometimes it doesn't even need a glance or whatsoever eye contact. we just do. before i did anything, he knew, and vice versa.
i don't know la.... i just feel so sad for him now. :( after this, what will become of us? no more singing together softly, working in the quietness, buying me chocolate milk....
maybe i'm selfish, i don't like to share, i prefer to be the one doing everything, because that makes you NEED me, now that she's here, you don't anymore. i always tell people i'm the best you could ever get, but actually i know i'm a disappointment. but you bring out the best in me.
thank you for your trust, that you trust me not to do anything stupid. thank you for your patience, you never scolded me even once. thank you for being the best i could ever get.
sometimes, it's enough to know that you're there. :)
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