you cook. when i say "no, i'm just tired", you ask,"are you sure you're just tired, or is there something else?". you listen to songs i like. you download movies i like. you try to pay for me every single time we go out to eat. and all the other things i don't remember.
you know what's the problem? me. i keep thinking i won't be good enough for you. there's too many things that you don't know about me. and i'd like to keep it that way.
so, if you feel like i'm pushing you away... i am. for our own good. also, if it's meant to be, it will be.
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and you. maybe you're wondering why am i doing this to you. yes, you have changed into a better person. but it just doesn't feel the same anymore you know.
wanna know what started it all? go back to 12 April 2008, that's when the seed was sown. now it has grown into a full-blown tree. i acknowledge your efforts, but i think it'll be kinda useless when there's a tree blocking your path. obviously, you're not like that anymore, you've probably changed, you don't think the same way anymore. i have to apologize, but what is done, is done.
All the best for your future.
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